Gaining your own self is supposed to be the highest gain, atma laabha. Gaining in the world means getting something that I didn't have. But here it does not mean getting something that we don't have. See, this is even beyond what we might call God realization. It is telling you the truth about yourself and the truth about God. What is the reality about yourself? You are this indivisible existence consciousness place. You are this ever free, unlimited awareness.