I don't want to get into what vallan i call nasty delicious when you're talking shep. But i am interested in, when going from webseres to tv show, there's just like, a little bit of survivor's,. What's it called? Survivors guilt, was there? I mean, you can't bring all these people with you. Everybody that went to 92, why tribecka, im going to say 99 % of them couldn't come on the lifeboat. That's too dramatic. How did you navigate your first success? There are people who probably hate me. And so that sucks, but i'm, i mean, i hope it's not