I've Just Come Back for a While. America Makes Me Puffy

I used to work in a company tat had allocated vacation days. And was thinking about this compared to the idea that a lot of te companies have of unlimited vacation time. So my plan is to decide an amount of days i take off every year and do it hum so i will have allocated vacation days that need to be taken every year. I also realize that travelling vacation, if travelling vacations, whatever, help me stay grounded in a weird way. Lake leaving makes me feel, i don't know what it is, but it adds this thing that i enjoy. But there are feasible braks, stacations that i can take. It hasn't been possible, it still won't