Do You Have a Job? I Don't Know How to Do That.

This morning in prayer, there was this word about a people just being invited to trust in jesus. And i want that invitation for those who with a little belief and a little doubt, or a little of doubt, as you are is this tojesus. It's so maddening. I do the thing, i do the prep,. i do the prayer,  i do the writing, and nothing happens. This feels like, why am mit even saying these words together? And then all of a sudden something happens. Confessing that, as someone who's done this as a career for a long time, it's really hard to do - confessing your weakness