Is Your Psychic Centre of Gravity Developing?

i'm like a sprinter, and then i'll read five books in five days. And then i need like two weeks where i won't read anything. Same with writing, it's like, and i've sort of learned, i learned in college, to like let t go. It was stupid to sit and force myself to write. I would have to rewrite it because it would be terrible. Instead, i would sort of like build, it's almost like a building up. Then i can do i can write the whole thing in two hours, almost without stopping. But is that? Is that less? Yes, very much so. Itske basically living your life according to you