How to Deal With Anal Masturbation

It's pretty normal that it might not feel amazing the first or second time, you know, expect that it could be a little awkward or even a little discomfort. You may feel the urge soon afterwards to go try out the squatty potty in which case that's totally fine. It is the position thing that in my head though, like it's being that vulnerable, even alone that I'm so embarrassed for myself. But I want to try it. I will. And if I, if I lock all my doors, I'll feel a little bit better. Like no one can sneak in. Oh my God. There's the word discomfort. I like discomfort.