Is There a Higher Consciousness?

There's part of you that has a human heart, and when you see somebody else in pain, you suffer like hellen. There's another part of you which is just looking at the universe without the decision since your little mind doesn't know why it all is the way it is. So i'm faced with the dilmma of having these two parts of myself. My human heart is doing what it can to relieve you of suffering, and my higher wisdom is just watching the whole show. And because that higher wisdom exists, i don't burn out in the lower part of me, cause my life isn't linear. I'm not just somebody relieving your suffering. I'm somebody enjoying