How Do I Experience Awakening?

What i'll be describing here is how i personally experience awakenings. There's a lot of variability amongst how people experience awakening and how various kinds of mystical spiritual experiences, there is an enormous amount of variability. Be careful with letting this sort of shape and color your own experience of awakening. You might have an awakening that's different from mine than you might wonder. But this doesn't match up with what leo said. And that just might be because you're different. Or maybe what you had was not really a proper awakening. Anyways, it gets complicated. Some of these facets can be quite challenging to integrate. But once you integrate them, then that opens up the possibility of stitching