The Expectation Hangover

Everything i expected to make me happy had manifested. Yet i felt a deep sense of longing for something i couldn't define. The most notable fall out of this shake up was a divorce that catapolted me further into the expectation hangover. I agonized over whether or not to get divorced, so much that i lost half the hair on my head. You know, the thing about expectation hangovers is that it's never just about the issue were currently facing. It triggers all kinds of juicy stuff from our past that's not yet been resolved. But we don't want to just push it aside to get over it. We want to dig in and ask, what am i learning