Aman: What i see is a kid who's stuck, fucked either way. Either you sit with the abuse and you're alienated with them, or you're alienated by yourself. Can you tell us, tell us a story about being an elementary school? Alex: I just felt very shy in stuff. Aman: Do you remember en definitly bery, a terrible, like i got when they would call you these things? And so then you learned how to act, right?