You Don't Know, You're Not Just Distracting Yourself to a Thing

i was constantly going toward a diction really. I mean, i my childhood was very muchlike that. So it builds those patterns in you. You you are your mind. Those synapses are created and then all of a sudden you live a life that is accustomed to how you survived as a child. That's an ego, guys. That's how that works. But if you don't go actually work on the dramas that you suffered, that your ego allowed you to suffer through and survive, then you end up this crippled,. contorted lisn this, this, this a a armor is now crinkledp on you and crunching you in.