I Need Something to Enhance My Self

Everybody who reaches certain age begins to realize, almost everybody. My life isn't working quite out of the way it's supposed wa supposed to work out. What's happening? Something's gone wrong. And then you look, i need something to enhance the deficient sense of who I am. This is a big thing about the egoic sense of self. It always compares itself to others. In am inferior or superior to this co have. Some people are addicted to shopping so that you can buy an expensive designer thing. If i buy this, i'm superior. Well, i'm not. But the but i think the devil weres prouder, isn't let a moviso for