Do as You Will

Doing as you will isn't a new kind of behavior that you suddenly put on and stay from now on, I'm going to go around doing as I will. You have to realize first that that's what you've always been doing. The ego in practice is a sense of strain. When you get in the state of liberated or mystical consciousness, you very often feel that a hill is lifting you up as you walk up it. Therefore your ego instead of being as it were integrated and transcended with all this process merely assumes vast dimensions,. has megalomania, is blown up by the mystical experience.