How You Learned to Grieve Your Brother's Passage

i've been finding t useful to, sort of, lightly categorized people as meta people or karuna people. And i'm curious to ask how you grieved your brother's passing and other things in your life. I needed to allow what was happening to happen; if there was pain, i needed to feel it. If there was anger, i neededto feel it. Ithink a lot of reasons for that were spiritual: like, profound gold.