You're a Control Freak, Right?

When did you start to surface as a sort of a star within the ranks over there? I mean, just in terms of like, how often were you going? And like what happened? So you graduated high school and you just what? That's what I'm telling you. It's really compelling. Right. The control thing is like, because everybody has it to a certain degree, but you've called yourself sort of a control freak, you know, several times in this. How does that manifest itself? Usually it's some sort of almost innate attempt at dealing with anxiety and fear.