Why I Don't Want to Read This Book

Every time I picked up the book, I felt this sense of boredom. This doesn't excite me. So what did I do? Did I push myself? No, this time I decided. I'm not going to read it. If something doesn't make me feel excited, and I don't have to do it, you know, it's not that you maybeyou don't like your job, but you must go. Otherwise, you won't eat. And so that's it. I decided I'm notGoing to read this book. The first 40 pages were very boring. Like nothing happens. And I thought, I must finish this book again. Otherwise, why stop?