I'm looking for somebody to chill with. And i think that's all a part of me wanting to a relationship, relationship, and drawing closer to god. spirituality is about self sacrifice. It's about not taking yourself too seriously and not being the centre of the programme. So when i can serve my wife and his daughter, that feels, feels good the same as serving god or serving a higher purpose. They are the manifestation of god in my life. He doesn't even always thank me, you knowhat i mean, because i'm not doing it for that. That's a great feeling. And it's and yosan get i lovingyes, it's love. And god