The Importance of Proving Yourself

When I look back at it I smoke so much weed before I would study and I smoked weed before the audition and I might even drink the night before to try like you know trying to get into the mode and feel creative. And that you might feel good for a couple of takes but then that's a wrap after that bro. This is all just acting but apply it to your own life in any way you can. You know did you is there anything you could have done to to have made your performance in the moment better? Because if you've done that you walk away and go okay it's out of my hands now. Right.