The Big Freak Out

It's tough because I'm very it's that whole thing of like you look back at a video that at the time when you put it out you're like this is my best video. And then if it does bad you're like, yeah, I never made that. That's not me. So I feel like it's been tough because there's just been such a battle of like, okay, I have these like my new style at least on the main channel that I'm trying to do is like more absurd Like weird like like objectives and mixing in me doing stuff in real life with narrating it. But I feel like we're morphing into a Democrat Jack. Have you given