The Importance of Abstinence

"I have an abnormal reaction to abstinence and it's hard to put your finger on but every time I get sober I ain't right now," he says. "Every drink of alcohol I've ever taken in my life has made me feel like my god I'd like to have another drink." He adds: "That is very baffling to me why I can live in a way that makes me chronically malcontent"