Is There a Difference Between Going Back and Retrieval?

I'm involved in a few things that require democracy, and it's counter intuitive. My ideology is, we're all the same. We should find fully autonomous communities and collectives where people as close to the powers that govern their lives as possible. People shoudn't be tyrannized by abstract economic ideas that prohibit them from being human in the purest ways. But if you put me in a roomful of people, i find subtle ways to dominate them and take hold of the attention.