The Shadow Side of Meaning

I'm gonna dig into the dark side or the shadow side a bit because that's obviously more interesting right it'd be very boring for me to just be like yeah you know I get paid to do something meaningful. There are lots and lots of things I do that do not make money that I find very meaningful, including writing online. allowing other people to set the priorities of what I believe is meaningful and important again these are two you know oversimplified stories about how I make meaning and my work but they do both feel true.