Kirk Cobain's Bloody Night Out

Kirk Cobain's voice tears my head apart from the inside or will just the innocent child like part of me die. I don't know how you make electric guitar sound like this so gargantuan so inhuman so viciously alluring so defleper but also totally totally totally not defleper is this punk rock no is this the future is this my future yes it is Will I even survive hearing this song this first time or will I die right here and my buddy Matt's computer chair is Matt sadistically grins down at me  I have no emotional vocabulary to describe him or his effect on me or who I am now because of him what the world is now because of