The Importance of Awareness

When the cops came, something in me switched on. I think that was reality showing up to be like, all right, girl, you are here losing it and running into people's apartments. But at the end of the day, we're trying to make it out of the day alive. In that moment, when the police were called, you were aware enough to understand that your life was in danger. Do you think that awareness was sewn into your mania or was it a piece of reality piercing through?