The Best Suicide

"I got all these cigars. I don't know what to do with them, but, uh, that's the best day of my life," he said. "There are two places where I keep laughing, uh, where I'm trying to hold it together and I can't." He added: "It happens so much that you end up, it becomes kind of a plan, but it's only planned because I can't help myself"