Are You Screaming Your Head Off?

"i've been around a few who seem to have gotten past the point of being terrified of death and welcoming it, sort of like, i'm ready to die. No one knowone i've seen who's willing to take their own life, but welcoming it and even praying for it." "I just like, let's see what happens, i suppose," ivan says in his final moments. 'There's no hope for improvement'