Is There a Law of Free Will?

i think whether or not you consciously ask, i think there's a benevolent helper there to guide you. Yet, there's also the law of free will. More that you allow and ask for support, the more you can receive them. When i first started asking for things on my first journey, i realized pretty quickly, well, i wasn't meaning anything 100 %. And i had to actually get angry and break through kind of invisible layer of taking myself not seriously and thinking life was a joke. Once i really did that, and then that's when the magic started.