I'm Not a Christian but I Love Churches and Choral Music and I Love Paranormal TV

I have no religious conviction at all to me it's regret to say, I love churches and choral music but I find all of it superstition. My dad brought me up absolutely believing in the here and now he said heaven and hell of concepts that the human beings have invented and that nobody's come back. He resolutely did not believe in that so the point of all this is that I think you only have one life and you have to grab what is there as much as possible. Because he died so young at the age of 53 I felt that every year that I've had since then has been a bonus because he was my guide until I was 53  then I thought what