Fear is at the root of all this. You're afraid cause it hears. Only best, only the best get to make their dreams or passions a lucrative reality. Don't walk that road. It's an unsafe road. Learn to be content with a life of misery and join the rat race where things are safe. This is fear, all fearso a couple of other things that will sort of end with. The whole point is that no matter what i do, i'm going to end up here. Is that sort of make sense? There's not. But this isn't what life is like, right?