A New Year's Kiss

From the outside, it looked like i really had it all. I was absolutely miserable, stressed out, anxious and on antitopresence. Where was the happiness and worthiness? So leaving my prestigious hollywood career changed my external circumstances,. But i still found myself miserable, burned out and cravinga change in direction. Became a personal trainer - thought it might be my quotoqo passion. Wrong again. Then had nine different jobs, yes, nine in two years, constantly searching for something that would make me feel better about myself. Got diagnosed with an un diagnosible auto mun disorder. My relationships were strained. And then the icing on the cake is that six months before