The Curveball of Addiction

I thrive in chaos that's my comfort zone other people it would stress them out it stresses me out when there's not some kind of chaos because then I know the chaos is gonna come and then I'm just waiting for the damnocly. So but but you're getting better right you've learned to control it. Yeah well for me for me. You can be born addicted to oxycontin or crack baby that you know was popularized in the 80s born addicted to it. This is something that we're born with it's not something we should you know vilify. That's really well put and just in the same way aging is the disease which is something that leads to sickness