I Wish I Could Tell You How 500 Dollars Feeled That Day

I wish i could feel the way i felt that day again about benefits now, then getting benefits so many years, so many benefits. Why does the bible say in psalms, bless the lord o my soul, and forget not all his benefits? It's like he already knows that the longer we stay in a field, the less we will respect the treasure and get more focused on the dirt that surround it. This is where ruth, a widow and a foreigner, had an advantage over everybody else in boazs field. Because as she walked through what they were used to. It was new to her. I have to practise gratitude. And i am naturally good at catastrophizing