I love that well and like with porn too you thought you'd never be able to quit porn and now look at the success you're having right I mean people create and make a lot of money off of YouTube why not youYeah yeah why not the same thing. Investing in yourself is the greatest thing that you can do because it will not only empower you but it will empower generations to come your wife,  your family It will you know heal relationships it will give you what you're seeking for in life just do it and stop making excuses that's what I would tell myself. Yeah there's I'm telling myself that really six however many months ago yeah really beautiful I love that do