A Slow, Gradual Process

I've been studying history for from a very young age, out of curiosity, as a hobby, not as the primary pursuit. And there was no sudden moment of realization then when i realize everything is wrong. So, yes, it's a slow, gradual process. I use to even believe in the arian invention theory, 20 16 or 20 17. Then one day, for whatever reason, i told myself, let me take a look at the actual a actual evidence,. Not what text books tell you, not what the writers tell you, but the primary evidence, the actual research. In indian history, i started looking up research papers about archaeology, about genetics, et c