Is This Where God Wants Me?

Derryck mato has been diagnosed with a rare form of bipolar disorder. The condition causes him to become hyper-vigilant and often takes its toll on his mental health. He says doctors have suggested he take synthetic drugs in an attempt to slow down the brain's overstimulation. But derryck is adamant that this isn't what god wants for him, adding: 'I think this has already been penned out'