I'm Not Learning Anything This Time.

O about witnessing the clingings, and how often do you have to witness them to give them up? It depends on how strong they are. I remember hangig out with aldus huxley,. He was all like christ's saying, look on making all things new. Mean everything he'd look at extraordinary, extraordinary. Yes. O about witnessing the clinging of life - it can be very powerful. And then that all is preparation from foron. i never learn anything. I'm dispressed. I think, this life i'll commit suicide because i'm not learning anything. Finally, maybe out of that will come, maybe i'm standing in the wrong placeo bcause