For me, it's about where i am, identifying who i am. We are in a culture that tells us powers in our brain and everything's valued there. My mind is not the safest place to come back to,. It's not the selfious self of me that it's an excellent tool. I trust myself to lead my brain intentionaly. But if i leave my wandering brain to lead me, i am falked. The way i describe it is, what i have discovered. There's no order there. And only people that are giving any order to it at all. So going into my brain to look for making sense of thing like knowing what to do, knowing what