I Am Like a Beast Before You

When i woke up to my sexual sin, you know, i thought i was on the side of morality and decency and diversity and compassion. And when i learned that it was jesus i had been persecuting the whole time,  that's when psalm 73 came at full force. I am like a beast before you. If you cannot get a bless from god, you will demand it from men. There's never enough of it, because it's an idol, and idols need to be fed. You either submit to it or you kick against it with all youre worth. Because repentance, unto life, feels like death. That's why it's called the mort