He really is I think deeply distressed at the at confronting the evil and maybe he's imagining Shagur waiting in the shadows for him it's a powerful image in his mind there's one thing in the book that is not part of the movie which you get a backstory of him being in World War II. He got a bronze star for essentially like ditching his unit and he has never like lived that down so protecting Moss was going to be one way of tryinglike maybe making up, says McCarthy.