Is There Something More Than That?

When my dad died, man, like, i went through this phase of like, questioning religion. Like, why did it happen to me at 16 years old? He's been smoking a lot longer than i have. Once, once i started smoking weed, i i feel like it opened this level of consciousness up. I take myself back in like moments of like, my last, my my last fight, and i kind of like saw myself walking out. And i was like a conscious, a level of consciousness that i have never been to before. Man, we've been brain washed in this material society that we live inlike there is nothing that you can't see. That's all