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The First Thing That It Asks of You Is Attention
To act as if god exists is, first of all, to worship ike thats and it. The fact that i've been living in constant pain makes the idea of joy seem am cruel, i would say. And so, and i have no idea how to reconcile myself to that. I mean, i've reconciled myself by staying alive despite it. But there's very little worship. It doesn't mean i'm not appreciative of what i have. You know, we say grace before our meal in the evening, and it's a very serious enterprise - always centers around gratitude.