Comedy Is Not a Direct Response to a New Life Situation

I was like a kid who took themselves really seriously and that's hilarious when you're four. So I don't really remember being funny or trying to be funny before that. A lot of it is not a direct response, but kind of a direct response to like a new life situation,. And like just like, now I'm Maybe? Yeah, I think maybe. But I also became way more anxious because of it, like so terrified all the time of everything. You can't tell yourself like that's probably not going to happen or that type of thing doesn't happen as you know it did happen.