The Importance of Self-Control

I consider that a definition of meek. And so what are these appearances that could seem to indicate lack of self-control? Well there are imaginal acts from the past. If I see them, and they are what I would not consider ideal, then it's time for repentance. Time to reimagine them ideally. They no longer appear that way the way I imagined them before. So one of the appearances that I released over the years is unnecessary force and control. At first I thought what Napoleon Hill said was nonsense, yet it all came true.