I Don't Want It Bad Enough

I think it is about the psychological safety of feeling, ik doyou know, i'm not doing it, and i need a rational for myself why that is not happening. And phantasies can be pretty good, right? Like, they caun be comforting. But ike, i am actually a person who has good ideas. And if i just had more time to put into my ideas, they would be successful, and everything would be great, and all my dreams would come true. Putting that to the test when, i mean, let's just face it, the odds of success in any endeavour, business or otherwise, are low.