I have a poor inediction and have been drowning myself in paris social relationships. I often think about sex infantaside that i'm involved in the act when i'm watching porne, or maybe i'm thinking about doing it with someone else. Yesterday, one of the female streamers was doing something irel on stream that was unintentionally ranchy. I recorded that because i was too afraid they would deleat the vaught. From fast forward to now, i gave up on relationships and interacting with people socially. So it's almost like parissocial relationships is like imitation cheese. It kind of looks like cheese, it kind of smellslike cheese, itKind of tastes like