How Do You Stay Focused in a World Where Everything Pushes You Against It?

i am definitely a weird, weird breed. i go back and forth between like this artist's brain and then this logical, analytical, a brain that can pick things apart. And again, to me, i never felt completely at home in the art artists side of things. But if you talk to a painter or some a song writer, they're the way that they come up with songs or paintings is very notte that way. Ah, it's very based on feelad and justhow, you know, how theyare expressing themselves through these things. So i have this very odd version of jumping back and forthbetween these two things. It's one reason why ugmonk has