The Heroic Struggle

Inside of me, I had that aspiration to become the best version of myself. My desire to contribute towards society to push it towards a giant uber mench path as well. But instead, all of that stuff was taken from me,. Despite my good desire, despite my very naked and innocent young childlike want to be better and do something great. It was never really, you know, there's never water poured in that plant. I have to go figure it all out for myself. And this is the heroic struggle right now. This is our situation. We're breaking through a spiritual war, a war of nihilism, aWar of degradation, awar of laziness"