Is Alcohol a Net Positive in My Life?

It reminds me of when i was, i continued to drink alcohol beyond the point where it really was, was good for me. I think most people think in those blindary terms. There's negative five, there's zero, and then there's plus five as a positive five. But you can also put up with a lot. You know, pain is a great motivator, but it tends to wear out pretty quick,. because we can really endure a lot of things as humans.