When my first son was born, he had some sort of bronchial infection. He spent his first ten days in the intensive care init and he got a little better before he it got a little worsebefore he got better. And when we didn't know what was going to happen, i found myself in the chapel. I am not a religious person, so i will start with that and talking to god and saying, a, this might be a tuper. I don't know if i can survive. Kenny, choked up, i don't know s if ice would survive if you take him. It may be more than i can beary, we worked so hard to get this