Is It Just Feeling Like It's Been a Lot of Pushing?

I want it to feel like I'm on flat ground instead of uphill, or I want to maybe feel like things go downhill and get easy for me after all these years once in a while. For me, the most important thing is just to be able to be a part of people's life and to do something that I feel truly grounded and nourished by. So, yay. Thank you for making space for me here.